we are born... ALONE ( unless u have a twin, ha ha joky joke ), naked and vulnerable, into this magical world, right away ,we are smashed by companion, first your mother ( who is really the only one you care to see at this point, it's the only one u know actually ) , then your father, sisters/brothers if u got 'em, aunts, uncles, godparents, cousins, grand parents... damn, u got a shit load of people in your life right now. but the only reason this happens, is because u are a little booger... u do not understand yet the relief of SOLITUDE, they think/know if they leave you alone, u will get LONELY, and cry. they're always there, just for you.
U reach a certain age, when all these people, the people who once made you think that if u farted stinky enough they would have to check up on you to see if you were ok ( that's how much company we once had) the people that (in a strange way) promised they would be there for you for every little detail in your life, these people will think... THAT U SHOULD BE LEFT ALONE, (at least every once in a while) so you would ... LEARN ABOUT LIFE AND SHIT... so they send u to a wonderfull, pretty, useless little place called school... in school, u learn that it's true , U NEED TO BE BY YOURSELF. if the world other than your family is this fukt up, then shit, U NEED FUCKIN SOLITUDE BROTHERS AND SISTERS!!!!!!!!AMEN!!!!!!! it's the only way u will know who the fuck you really are. and so u spend these fantastic years in school , in complete loneliness. because you realize, that , NO ONE, is like you. and your are sent there to one thing only , to see for yourself that everybody is like you... isnt it IRONIC? we wear uniforms yet we can't stand each other.
THEN u are told that your family will not be there one day and so u got to make your way into a... PAYCHECK!
-shit I don't know how to get a paycheck
-go to college
-and do what?
-whatever you want
-I want to wet myself with a hose in a middle of a grassy nole in a superman bathingsuit with a little puppy licking my toes.
-there aint no paycheks in that buddy, sorry
-then what?
-study medicine, advertising, ingeneering, LAW,
-ermm, no thanx
and so life teaches u, that u gotta start making decisions, BY YOURSELF, and u gotta make your way into a paycheck , ALONE,
in other words you have to learn how to get paid to be alone. in LONELINESS.
other than , going to a beach and listen to the waves as they crash into the back of your head, eat bananas like an ape, hell eat coconuts too while you're at it, or climbing up a mountain where u cant really hear shit but the beautyfull sound of ... SOLITUDE.
ahhh SOLITUDE!!!!
we are forced into the hypocrite companion of the groups, blinding us from our real identities, personalities, ideas, desires, instincts, and making us feel completely lonely and helpless knowing that we can't do what we really feel because NODODY ELSE WOULD DARE TO. all this leads to greed, judgment, criticism, jealousy, envy, etc.. and so we fall into complete LONELINESS...
and to think the only answer to finding ourselves and others lies in meditative, peacefull, conscient, soothing and releaving SOLITUDE...
when ur mind functions in loneliness u get old, u slowly die...
when ur mind functions in solitude u get young, wise, all is inwards... u live forever, that very moment.
it's ironic but the day every earthling finds its way into "collective solitude", this world will live in harmony...
you will spend all your life by yourself... like it or not... whether its Loneliness or Solitude is really up to you...
U reach a certain age, when all these people, the people who once made you think that if u farted stinky enough they would have to check up on you to see if you were ok ( that's how much company we once had) the people that (in a strange way) promised they would be there for you for every little detail in your life, these people will think... THAT U SHOULD BE LEFT ALONE, (at least every once in a while) so you would ... LEARN ABOUT LIFE AND SHIT... so they send u to a wonderfull, pretty, useless little place called school... in school, u learn that it's true , U NEED TO BE BY YOURSELF. if the world other than your family is this fukt up, then shit, U NEED FUCKIN SOLITUDE BROTHERS AND SISTERS!!!!!!!!AMEN!!!!!!! it's the only way u will know who the fuck you really are. and so u spend these fantastic years in school , in complete loneliness. because you realize, that , NO ONE, is like you. and your are sent there to one thing only , to see for yourself that everybody is like you... isnt it IRONIC? we wear uniforms yet we can't stand each other.
THEN u are told that your family will not be there one day and so u got to make your way into a... PAYCHECK!
-shit I don't know how to get a paycheck
-go to college
-and do what?
-whatever you want
-I want to wet myself with a hose in a middle of a grassy nole in a superman bathingsuit with a little puppy licking my toes.
-there aint no paycheks in that buddy, sorry
-then what?
-study medicine, advertising, ingeneering, LAW,
-ermm, no thanx
and so life teaches u, that u gotta start making decisions, BY YOURSELF, and u gotta make your way into a paycheck , ALONE,
in other words you have to learn how to get paid to be alone. in LONELINESS.
other than , going to a beach and listen to the waves as they crash into the back of your head, eat bananas like an ape, hell eat coconuts too while you're at it, or climbing up a mountain where u cant really hear shit but the beautyfull sound of ... SOLITUDE.
ahhh SOLITUDE!!!!
we are forced into the hypocrite companion of the groups, blinding us from our real identities, personalities, ideas, desires, instincts, and making us feel completely lonely and helpless knowing that we can't do what we really feel because NODODY ELSE WOULD DARE TO. all this leads to greed, judgment, criticism, jealousy, envy, etc.. and so we fall into complete LONELINESS...
and to think the only answer to finding ourselves and others lies in meditative, peacefull, conscient, soothing and releaving SOLITUDE...
when ur mind functions in loneliness u get old, u slowly die...
when ur mind functions in solitude u get young, wise, all is inwards... u live forever, that very moment.
it's ironic but the day every earthling finds its way into "collective solitude", this world will live in harmony...
you will spend all your life by yourself... like it or not... whether its Loneliness or Solitude is really up to you...
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